26 April 2011 Y
Soooooo long nvr update my blog alrdy , my blog seems so dead alrdy )): it seems to be like leading a new life after I given up on 53947 . At first , what conquers my mind is still him , but through time passes , I force myself to stop thinking about his everything. His smile , his face , his gentle. It's being a hard time for me though . But the God is kind enough , he gave me a nice gift. The God expect me to give up on one & he gave me another one in return. He gave me a new Guy to help me through this tough period & this Guy helps to mend my broken heart & he gave me a dream , a dream of us. I slowly get to know this lovely Guy , he helps me to forget about my past , everything about 53947 . Time goes by , bits by bits , I fallen in love with this guy & he became the reason of my everything. He came into my world , becomes part of my life. I learn to move on with my life with him , have a future with him.
Here we goes , a new chapter in my life.
Together with him , I learn to smile more , more beautiful smile on my faces. Just bcos of him , my entire life changed. I spend almost my everyday with him , day & night. Till now , we have being tgt for 5 months alrdy. Quarrellings , argument , debation , bed fight , laughter & fun cross over our life every single day. Starting of the r/s is always so sweet but precious moments wont last too long. Till the 4th month , everything doesn't seems like before. We no longer is that pair of lovey dovey couple. We quarrel even more , we tends to hurt each other more. No matter how much quarellings we have , the love for him didn't decrease at all. I don't know why , maybe this is what we so called love. No matter what words that person used to hurt or upset you , you can just brush it off with a smile & smile off the pain. But still , he treated me well , nvr fail to make me smile everyday. Once I told myself , yes , he's the guy that I wanna be with for the rest of my life. The right one that I have been waiting for. But for now , I've been questioning myself , is this what I really wanted. I love him , yes I do. I wanna be with him still. But sometimes , there is this feeling making me feels dilemma. But for now , all I wanted is to be with him as long as I could , the best is that we can last even longer than what we expect. I just hope for a slight changes in our r/s . Stormy days won't last forever , the rain will stop somedays. I believe we will have a better outcome . IloveYou dearest.
Today got a call from DLR's boss. He called to ask me whether im interested to work together with them & open a new brand bubbletea shop. He said either will open in SG if not , it will at other countries. Discussing still in progress. I have no idea what will happen next , I only know this will be a good start for my future . I will be considering & thinking about the offer they offering me. Srsly , I really must thank DLR so much , he give me a helping hand in my work , give me a chance to really have a dream of my own. I'm glad that I met him in my life. Thanks & appreciated. I owe you so much so much. I think for this lifetime , it will nvr be enough to repay you. But I guess even if I wanna repay you back , you wont even accept or want it. Bcos you told me before , you just want me to live happily everyday. Just be a happy go lucky girl who you knew at the start. Jiayous for my dream , my future! ((:
P.S : A happy go lucky girl everyday , I will be .
I hope everything will goes smoothly for us . I'm loving you , 11.11.11 <3
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
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