31 March 2010 Y
As usual , Baby came down my shop & wait for me to knock off & we bus-ed to inter & had our MACDONALD MEAL again ♥ After our dinner , bus-ed down to 32 . When bus reaches Geylang lorong 7 , AHEM ! I did something & baby laugh until lyke mad . Hahaha! I did it the 2nd tyme , he's still laughing & he seems so shy . I repeat the same thing for alot of time . HAHAHAHA! We kept on laughing all the way in the bus till we alight . After we alight , maybe is i just woke up from my sleep so im a bit crazy . We play around while we're walking towards 32 . Told baby a joke about Lipton Milktea & we was lyke laughing all the way narh . Lols ! I enjoyed my every moment with You ♥ Today got alot of things happen & i think i wont blog it on my post .
Just now i cried & baby came . He gave me a hug & when he wanna turn over & look at my face , i just dont wanna let go off him . At that moment , i realise You're just everything i wanted . I would nvr wants to let go of You . When the moment You look at me & talk to me with Your serious face , i knew You reali mean it . At that moment , i know everything wasnt that important animore . Bcos we're lurfing each other for now . You smitten me with Your smile , You melts my heart with Your lurfe . Baby , You're just lyke my shelter when it rains . You protect me from all stuff & prevent anithing to hurt me . I wanna do the same for You too . I promise i will cry on Your shoulder whenever i need to cry out loud . But i believe as long as there's a You , not a single tear will fall from my eyes . Im addicted to You lyke how You're addicted to 53o ~ Hahahaha! Going to pompom & after pompom , it's time to chat on phone with baby ! ♥
爱你好幸福 ♥
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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Raymond Wong Raymond Wong Raymond Wong ! Im lurfing You So ♥ I saw beautiful rainbow bcos of You . In the past , i thought lurfing someone just seems so hard until i met You . You make me feels that i can stand so strong for a person . I can even smile in my sleep . You're the cause of all these happiness . I met You someday , I fall for You somehow . My heart pumps whenever You're so close to me . Maybe there're no Forever lurfe existing in this earth but i know for now , im lurfing You . You brought me out of those crying days & brings me into the world of Yours . No more hidding in room & cry silently in the night . Will only have talking on the phone with You bfore i sleep & smile on my face . Lurfe for You , words just cant express or describe it . Grant my wish , i wished to be with You as long as possible . Baby , i do ♥
因为爱你 , 所以我才能找回我自己 ♥
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
30 March 2010 Y
As usual , my Boyfriend came down to my shop to look for me & it's raining heavily . Went for our dinner then headed to my place . We did laundry together & watched movies at home . After that cabb-ed down to 32 due to some matters . Then went home around 11 plus .
Baby , through tyme passes , everything just seems so nice to me . We accomodate to each other , we give & take at tymes . We know how to understand each other & gave what we have . We seems to be growing up together day by day . People's comments is just nothing to us . Nothing gonna stop us from lurfing . We had a world of our own & no matter what others trying to do just couldnt affect us bcos we had trust & we believes in it . Your tolerance , Your kindness , Your thoughtful , i appreciated & i could feel it with my heart . You appears in my lyfe is the best present God gave me . I gonna cherish & lurfe You lyke how You do . We have a lot of days to go & i believe we can make it till there . 365 months uh ? Laugh out loud . Lyke You says , You wont let anione snatch me away from You . I can only says , i wont leave You alone . On the 11o31o , You took my heart away & i doesnt have the intention to take it back again . Rmb this , no matter what happens , I will still be lurfing You . I wont let anithing happens to us . Boy , deep down my heart , i just wanna lurfe You So ♥ Bcos of You , i took up all my courage to start all over again & move out of the past . You're the one who save me up & i hope You're the one that accompanies me till the end .
这一次我决定勇敢去爱 .
Im who i am , because You lurfe Me ♥
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
29 March 2010 Y
Had my lovely weekends with my Boyfriend ♥ Short summary on what i did on my weekends (:
Thursday ♥
SY mei came to my shop & look for me then follow by my boyfriend . Knock off from work , both accompanies me home to prepare my stuff as we were going to Michael's BBQ after that . Meet YX at my house then we cabb-ed to East Coast . Bought 3 Renoma Boxer for my Boyfriend & hopes You will lyke it . Reached East Coast , bought another southpark boxer for him . lalas ~ After buying some stuff , we walk over to pit 28 . Saw Michael riding a bicycle towards us & saw peeps at the pit there . Chit-chat & play around with peeps then Bibi rides me on a bicycle . He ride me & we cycle around East Coast . I lyke it so much (: After that we starts to eat & bbq . As usual , is YX help me bbq derh . Thanks eh ! Everyone was busying taking photo . Me & bibi also keep on taking photos . Lurfe all those photos norh ♥ We took alot of it lorh . So exaggerate lehs ;x Got 1 photo is bibi kneel down infront of me & propose to me . Haha! He says , baby , You willing to marry me ? Haha! I replied i do . Lols ! After that me & bibi went to sit at the seashore there . We talk about alot of things & kept on singing songs . Exchange vows upon the stars . So sweet ♥ Bibi was very happie on that day & sees that he's happie , im happie too (: Around 12 , took cab & send bibi home first then follow by YX . Reach home , too tired lerh so went to sleep straight away . Had my day at the bbq , everyone was playing around lyke nobody business . Lmao ;x Laughters is all around .
Friday ♥
Bibi came over my shop as usual then after i knock off from work , we went interchange to have our MACDONALD meal again (: Was playing around with bibi when we were eating . lurfeslurfes ♥ Then took bus down to 32 . Reached there a while , Ricky called & say he got problem at Eunos so we cabb-ed down to Eunos . Settle the problem already , bibi accompanies me go buy some stuff & we headed back to 32 . On the way back , everyone was fooling around & it's reali fun to have them around me . Reach 32 , they started training & i can see all of them is so hardworking . They nvr complaints or stuff . Bibi seems to be so havoc bcos he was fooling & running around . Make me laugh until mad . After that cabb-ed home with bibi bcos bibi staying over at my place on weekends ! ♥ Reach home , after bathing , we went for our supper . Everything just seems so sweet ♥ IlurfeYou baby ! After supper , went home & hug baby to sleep (:
Saturday ♥
Morning wake up , after bath then i woke bibi up to bathe & he gonna accompanies me to shop till i knock off . But sadly , Jason called & say got chushi so bibi accompanies me to shop , took our breakfast together then he went down to 32 . Some stuffs happen & i was kinda angry at Jason . Misses baby so much when i was in the shop . Keep wait & wait in the shop & finally it's 5 ! Quickly pack my stuff & went down 32 . Reaches 32 bus stop , when i was crossing the road , suddenly someone hugg-ed me from behind & it was bibi ! He shocked me again but im reali happie to see him (: Walk to 32 with him & bought some foodie too . Sorry bibi , if i didnt buy food for you to eat then You wont vomit after the run lerh . DuiBuQi ): Blame myself , why i insist on training when they wanna go Bugis on Sat . If no training then they wont train until all so shag lerh . Sorry guys ): Sitting at a side , looking so sad but bibi keep wanna make me laugh . Eventually , he manage to make me laugh . After training , some stuff happens but settle it in the end . After that me & bibi cabb-ed home . Is a shag day for bibi but he insist on packing my cupboard for me & helping me with my laundry . Thanks bibi ♥ You're just so nice to me (: We slept at 5 plus in the morning last night .
Sunday ♥
Morning woke up , saw my floor so dirty bcos the latte we drank , pour over on the floor . Woke up & take the mop to clean the floor . Bibi wakes up too , he laugh at me ): So bad ! After that , went back to sleep till 3 plus . Woke up , gave baby a big hug then slack on the bed for a while , bibi jiu go bath lerh . After bibi is done , my turn to bath then we went downstair to have our lunch . Took bus to inter then went to buy Koi Cafe derh Honey Milktea . After that went down to 32 . Reach 32 , no one was there so me & bibi went 44 to get some drinks & finger food . After that SY came , we went back 32 to wait for the rest to reach . Around 8 plus , all reached lerh then meeting starts . Listen to all rules & regulation then after that all went back home . Left me , Jason & bibi . After that Willy came & we slack-ed for a while then we took bus home tgt .
Baby , You're irreplaceable ♥ Whenever there's a You , there will be a Me . I know , up till now there's still people commenting on our r/s . But i dont even care about it . Bcos i knew it's You that i reali mind . I dont wished to lose You just bcos of what others says . Bcos they got no right to comment on anithing . I know You feels the same as me & we're not gonna give up . We gonna prove everything (:
林佩雯 ♥ 黄如发 !
Monday, March 29, 2010
24 March 2010 Y
Just send BaoBao downstair to hire cab home ♥ Today he came to my shop & accompanies me home (: We stay at home fer the whole day & watch movie . Lyke newly wed sial . Thanks BaoBao for packing my room until so clean & neat for me ♥ Thanks for changing the bed sheets for me too (: You're reali very sweet . Didnt expect that You will come my house & pack my room w/o me asking You to do so . Cook-ed some stuff for BaoBao to eat but he keep concentrating on playing psp , didnt reali bother about me ): Guess he became psp addict lerh T_T ! BaoBao , bu yao bu li wo arh ): BaoBao says he gonna bring me go see stars stars tmr ! So excited about it (: Today worry die me lerh . Sorry BaoBao , i wasnt by your side when You're in trouble . So useless ): Lucky nothing happens to You , if not i gonna blame myself lerh . Gonna off to bed soon lerh . Yawns ~ 1st thing i woke up everyday is to wait for the timing to reach asap that im able to get to see You . Nothing much happens today but tmr is BBQ night (: Nights Peeps , Nights Baby ♥
I had nvr thought of leaving You . Bcos leaving You , there will no longer be a Me . Im following behind every footsteps You walk . Hoping i could catch up with You . I can spend hours with you, and I still miss you as soon as You leave . How i wished there is more than 24h a day .
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
23 March 2010 Y
Home Sweet Home ♥ Just came back from 32 . So shag & tired x.x ! As usual . llaoggong came down my shop & look for me . Then we went to TPY & meet YX to go down 32 tgt . On board bus 26 , lean on his shoulder & sing song again ♥ llaoggong FINALLY know the whole song of Ming Tian Yi Hou lerh . Step 1 in front of me when he no need to see the lyrics & sing with me . Haha! So cute narh ♥ Went down 32 & saw peeps at there watching tv then me & YX help Longlong do some stuff . Done with those stuff , YX , llaoggong & me went to buy our dinner . Came back & have our dinner , bth llaoggong . Keep play around while eating . Haha ! Make me laugh until lyke mad . After dhat i starts to feel not so comfortable when they were having meeting . llaoggong seems so worry & keep apologise to me . No Sorry hurr BaoBao ! After dhat slack a while jiu cabb-ed home lerh . Told laogong , tmr i should rest at home & he says he come & accompany me . So i suggest that we could watch a movie at home (: He sounds so happie & i feels it that way too ♥ Baby wear my mickey mouse jacket , looks so cute narh ! ♥ Haha! Everyday is a gift (: Im missing You badly . IlurfesYou Baby ♥ See yarh later in lalas land again (: Dont late arh ! ♥ All i ever wanted is just You .
No one can ever replaced the position You had inside my heart . I guess i couldnt find a 2nd You on earth . Im so lucky that i found You . I shared my tears , my smile with You . You're a shoulder that i could lean & rely on . You paint my lyfe with Your smile . I wanna hold onto Your hand & walk on this road . I will nvr regret nor hesitate . On a grassland , Me & You lying down on it . Watching upon the stars above us & we'll starts to talk about our future . Or maybe about our past . How we met , how we fallen for each other , How do we lurfe . Hand in hand , we shall be . Heart to heart , Just You & Me ♥
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
22 March 2010 Y
Just came back from 32 . Today BaoBao came over my shop to look for me . Saw his frown face , i guess something had happen to him . Keep ask him what happen but he keep say nothing . Eventually he told me after we on board the bus . BaoBao , dunch sad over this kind of stuff kaes . I wanna see Your smile every single day . I will do anithing just to exchange for a smile on Your face . I said it , i meant it . Baobao , dont keep blame Yourself kaes . It wasnt Your fault . I just not feeling that well & comfortable . Dont blame Yourself or trying to make yourself feels pain okie . I reali dont bear to see You in this way . Dont apologise to me animore , if not i reali gonna get angry ! Today , i reali sees that BaoBao reali very anxious about me . He ask me what i wanna drink , i told him i just want mineral water , he jump off the lorry & run to the coffeeshop & then run back to me . Saw him panting so fast , i see lerh , somehow feels my heart aching . Thanks BaoBao , i saw everything with my eyes . Yst , bfore we went to bed , You send me a message telling me that , all my post makes You feel so touched . Actually compare with You , this is just nothing . You did even more stuff for me . Everyone thought , i treats You better than how You treat me . But its a wrong . They doesnt know how You treated me . Baby , i no longer wanna see You feels sad animore . I want to see You smile everyday . You equals me . You make my day , You complete me . Although just 12 days since we've being tgt , but it just seems that we had been tgt for a long tyme . Everyone might say , this is just the starting & we still have a long way to go . Yes , this is just the starting of the r/s , we have a long way to go . I believe we can & we do ! Baby , stop worrying for me kaes . I will be alright soon derh . Will recover asap , i promise ! Today had Mac-donald with Baby again . Was playing around while eating , i lurfe it ♥ Lean on Baby's shoulder today while we were on the bus to 32 . Lean on his shoulder & he hugg-ed me & we sing songs tgt . Beautiful lurfe is created when the day i had fallen for You . I fallen for You w/o me realising it . I tried to remain silent in the past but the lurfe for You increases more & more each day . My actions show everything out bcos i just wanna be close to You . & now , we're tgt & i dont want to be apart from You .
我只想爱你 ,
当我和你走在一起就已经决定 ,
不看不听不问也不会放弃 .
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定 .
Monday, March 22, 2010
21 March 2010 Y
Im missing my Boy so much ! Today morning , Baobao wakes up more earlier than me . I dont wished to wake up so early today lehs . Bcos Baobao was hugging me so tightly that i wished to sleep in his arm more longer . But promised to have breakfast with Baobao , so i wake up at around 12 plus . Went to have my lovely breakfast with Baobao (: After breakfast , came home & slack for a while then cabb-ed to 32 . Reached there , felt quite thirsty so went to 44 with Baobao to buy bubbletea ♥ Today quite disappointed in Baobao at first bcos he break his promise . Yst , he secretly bought China apple to drink . Humphs ! >_< Naughty lehs . But he keep apologise to me , keep wanna make me smile . I keep avoid eyes contact with him & avoid looking at his face . Bcos if i look at his face , somehow i will smile automatically derh . Try to act angry at him but eventually , after a while i smiled . Told him , im worrying for him bcos he's sick . He promised there wont be a next time & i believe him . Wasnt feeling that well when i was on the lorry . Bibi seems so worried . Sorry Bibi , to make You worry for me . I will be alright derh uh (: Thanks for showering your care & concern on me . Thanks Longlong for sending me home just now . But in my heart , i dont wished him to send me home . I rather go back to 32 with them lorh . Because i wanna spend time with bibi . The moment i bid goodbye to bibi , my heart starts to feel a bit dont bear to leave & now im missing him badly already ): Thanks bibi for being so thoughtful by putting my itouch charger & phone charger in my bag . Expected that i wont go back with You all to 32 . Lucky , bcos of Your thoughtful , im able to charge my stuff tonight . (: Baby Baby Baby ! See yarh in my dream uh (: Dont late hurr ! Nights Peeps (: Baby , im lurfing You ♥
You'll always be Mine . ♥
You'll always be Mine . ♥
Sunday, March 21, 2010
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BaoBao now sleeping right beside me . So ke ai eh ♥
Friday ♥
He came down to my shop & accompanies me again . So shock to see him in my shop at 1 plus bcos i thought he was resting at home bcos he's sick . But so surprisingly , he shocked me . Play around with him in my shop till i knock off then went home to prepare my stuff . After preparing , cabb-ed down to 32 to look for peeps . Then BaoBao say wanna bring me to a place & we went there , i was so shock about what he did . He promised me & he reali did it . I was so touched until i cried norh . After dhat jiu walk under the rain with Baobao back to 32 . Then LongLong drove us to Mount Faber then me & BaoBao went to a corner & have our talk . Hand in hand , we walk down the road & face to face , we speaks out from the bottom of our heart . I lurfe that moment ♥ After dhat LongLong drove us back to 32 . Bfore heading back , he drove us to a nearby petrol station & get some drinks . I went in & choose my tidbits & when BaoBao was paying at the counter , i suddenly throw THAT STUFF on the counter table & we just paid it & leave . BaoBao was so shy & afraid lehs . Hahah ! He's just so cute narh ♥ After that , went back to 32 then me & BaoBao decided to sleep at my place so we cabb-ed to my place .
Saturday ♥
Morning i woke up at 9 plus & then wake BaoBao up bcos i nid to go to work . It's raining heavily early in the morning . Took a cab & send BaoBao to bus stop then i headed to my shop . The moment BaoBao leave the cab , i starts to miss him lerh . Miss his voice , his laughter , his smile & last but not least , his hug ): Was sleeping in the shop for the whole day bcos the rain just seems to rain non-stop . Kinda sad due to some family problem . Settle it & went down to 32 to find Baobao & peeps . BaoBao was waiting for me downstair since 5 plus . Just to wait for me to come . Silly BaoBao , iLurfeYou ♥ Reached there , BaoBao gave me a warm hug & told me he was worrying for me . Told him that im alright to peace out his mind . Went upstair , but my mood just seems not to be so good . Didnt reali smile at anione or speak to anione . Everyone thought im sick or whatsoever . Sitt-ed down , BaoBao hugg-ed me & out of a sudden i cried . Cried everything out , wipe off my tears & gave BaoBao a smile . Told him im hungry so he accompanies me to downstair to have my meal . After that , went upstair & everyone starts to pack & clean the area . After cleaning , Longlong drove us to East Coast for training . After training , BaoBao so funny eh . He went to the beach & starts to pick up seashells & gave it to me . Thanks eh ♥ Bendan derh You ! I was standing on the grassland , watching him finding & picking the seashells & he reali looks so cute & retard . Saw the words he wrote on the beach . So sweet eh (: I saw the effort & i reali appreciate it alot (: Went to have a walk with BaoBao & we was playing around lyke maddies . Just seems so fun & enjoyable . I enjoyed myself tonight with the presence of BaoBao . Around 11 plus , Longlong send us to Bedok then me & BaoBao cabb-ed back to my place & after his bathe , we went to have our supper . Reaches home , here starts our 53o then now BaoBao is just sleeping right beside me . Gonna off to bed soon too . BaoBao , You beautify my day , WoAiNi ♥
*11o31oo53o ♥
Sunday, March 21, 2010
19 March 2010 Y
Just reached home (: Short summary of what i did for Yst & Today .
Wednesday ♥
Yst , YX came over to my shop then comes bibi . But due to some reason , bibi leave first . He cabb-ed down to lor 19 . I was kinda angry Yst due to the nonsense Longlong says . But afterall , the one im reali angry at is the one who started the fire first . Bibi & YX should know who im refering to . After dhat YX accompanies me home to prepare my stuff . While waiting for bus , i felt kinda sad so tears dripped down my cheek . Bibi wasnt the one making me cries , i just dont understand what's the problem of me & him being tgt . I dont see its anyone problem that we're together . I dont need anione comments nor remark . Bcos all i wanted is just Him . This is what me & him is sure about . We wont care how others think , bcos i lurfe him & he lurfes me . That's it . On the bus , bibi so cute narh . Sms me & keep wanna make me smile . Still sms YX , ask him to use his ways to make me smile . Lalas ~ Lurfes ♥ Eventually , bcos of bibi , i smiled . Reached home , bathe & stuff then cabb-ed down to blk 144 to look for peeps . Reached there , changed & stuff then perform finish & Longlong drove us back to 32 . On the lorry , keep apologise to bibi due to what happen just now . But bibi keep say canot apologise to him . Bibi , i cant avoid any harm nor can promise to protect you from all these shit . But i promise i will try my best to prevent all these to happen & i will be the one accompanying You through all these . Reached 32 , have our dinner there then went to settle some stuff & so , then cabb-ed back home . Accompany bibi message for a while then suddenly fall alsleep . Sorry Bibi ):
Thursday ♥
Thanks bibi for the morning call this morning . You specially wake up at 8 just to give me a call to wake me up . I see the effort is there (: When i saw a message which bibi sent me today , i really felt very touched by it . Tears nearly drip down . Bibi , thanks for standing by me whenever i needs You . Now then i realise , im a someone to a person . You're a important person to me which i cant afford to lose . Around 2 plus , bibi reaches my shop & im so happie to see him bcos i misses him that much . Then here comes Robin & he accompanies Bibi chit-chat till 3 plus then went home . Bibi waited for me to knock off then we went to Central & have our Mac-donald meals once again ! Was raining for the whole afternoon & i reali felt so cold but then when Bibi hugg-ed me so tight & i felt the warm is there & i lurfe this feeling ♥ After our meal , saw a photo shop & we went over to print & laminate our photo & we put inside our wallets . Bcos i wanna bring bibi to everywhere i goes . Even if he's not around with me , i still can feel that he's just right beside me (: Done with it & we took bus down to 32 . It just seems so sweet to take a long journey bus with the one You lurfe . Although it's just a small thing but it can be as sweet as it could be . Reached 32 , saw peeps playing mahjong again & so i join in to play for a while . After that , sitted down & chit-chat with bibi , sing song with him , teasing each other (: Then we went downstair to have our night talk . Shared our past with each other & i just feel so good chatting with him . Thanks bibi fer being so understanding ♥ After chatting , all peeps came down & we chatted till around 12 then bibi accompanies me wait for cab & he went home . Today didnt get to catch a movie with bibi but promise bibi , we gonna catch one next week (: Tmr , my day is full of programme . Got 1 important thing to do at 53o , after that need to go down 32 then after training , bibi gonna bring me to a place which he keep it as a secret . I dont know where it is & what he gonna do so im kinda excited about it ;x Bibi , 16h more hurr ! * tickle hand *
Everyday being with You is a gift from god to me , i cherish my everyday with You . I dont wished to miss out any moment . You're part of my life now & i hope it can last . I believe we can & we do . I wanna lurfe You lyke no one does bfore . We gonna walk through this rocky path hand in hand . We're not gonna let go nor give up . I saw Your persistent , i saw the trust . Bcos of You , im hanging on to it . No one knows how well You treated me , how You lurfe me . They can comment or give bad remarks , i wont care . Bcos all i mind is just You . From 11o31o , You're just everything i need . I cant assure in the future we wont have a hard life but at least we've got the basic needs . Baby , ilurfeYouSo ♥
我下次不敢了 , 好的 ! ♥
我下次不敢了 , 好的 ! ♥
Friday, March 19, 2010
17 March 2010 Y
Baby , ilurfeYou ♥ Bcos of You , i learn to lurfe . Im starting off a new road with You .
Creating a memories of ours . Never abandon , never leaves is the promise .
I have forgotten about the past & moving on with You hand in hand .
Im so bless that i have a You . Promises & vows is no longer that important .
We're connected due to lurfe . In your eyes , there's a me . In my eyes , there's a You .
You let me know that our heart doesnt have any distance there & make me realise
i have fallen for You .
Let's cherish every moments we had & enjoy being together . The future is not important , what matters
the most is now .
Thanks for making this & took a photo . I will always remember how You lurfe me ♥
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
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I had my day with my boy (: He came down to shop & look for me again till i knock off . Qing ai derh , xinku ni lerh . Everyday must take 2 bus to come my shop & look for me . Everyday , You looks so tired lerh yet you still make the effort to come down & find me . See you so tired , i heart pain norh ): while we were on our way back to my place , we both damn retard lorh . Keep play around while on the way back . I xialan with him then he sadsad , he walk off alone . Hahaha! I nvr go over & look for him but he walk 1 big round then come to my back , scare & hug me . Hahahaha! Bth , the scenerio damn funny . Lurfes ni narh ♥ Reach home , went to bathe then have our dinner & cabb-ed down to 32 . Reach there , only saw Longlong sitting at there alone . Everyone dunch know die until where lerh . Then after a while , YX came back , play with my itouch again . We too bored lerh & so here starts the cam-whoring session ! Keep take photos with BaoBao . He looks so cute narh . Korkor say we 2 looks very compaitable , both so small size derh . After cam-whoring , dunch know what happen to BaoBao , he keep say to me , hurr ~ 亲爱的 . I was damn shock when i 1st heard him addressing me in that way . Hahaha! But it just sounds so sweet when it's coming out from his mouth ♥ then while lying on the sofa , BaoBao keep say 亲爱的 , 我爱你 , 亲爱的 , 我爱你 . Dont know repeat for how mani thousand of times . Make me feels damn shy & funny sial . He today make me laugh until lyke mad . He ask me to help him cut his finger nails in the noon time . Just now when i saw his finger nails all cutted , i ask him . I thought You ask me help you cut , why you go & cut all ? He replied , i got left 1 for You to cut marh . I was lyke starts to laugh as loud as possible lorh . Damn funny lehs , left 1 finger nails for me to cut . Hahahah! Im laughing at it for the whole day lorh . Then just now BaoBao ask me another question , he says what if 1 day his thumb went missing , what will i do ? I was lyke -.- ! Then i ask him back , what if 1 day my head went missing , what will he do ? He starts to laugh lorh . I laugh also lorh but i act sadsad ! Hahahaha! Then he will come & make me smile . Lalas ~ Evil right ? I know ;x BaoBao wants me to tie my hair up tmr bcos he lyke that hair style . So tmr , i gonna tie my hair up or maybe everyday will tie it up (: Now chatting on MSN with BaoBao , after editing my blog , gonna off to bed .
亲爱的 , 我爱你 ! ♥
Happie 1st week ♥
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
16 March 2010 Y
Just reached home (: Today uh , SY came over my shop & look for me then comes bibi & then Robin . Im so happie to see bibi ♥ ! Misses him alot norh (: Bibi came & pass me a small bottle with a mini notes inside . So sweet of him eh ♥ Read the notes & suddenly there's a sweet & blissful feeling in my heart . Knock off lerh jiu cabb-ed down to 32 to look for peeps . Some playing mahjong & we were sitting inside the room , chit-chatting . Today is my 1st tyme i help bibi wash his hair . Haha! He ask me to help me wash so i agrees . Reali enjoyed all this little moments we had . Although it seems nothing to everyone but its a something to me . Reali treasure all these times norh . After washing hair , went into the room & chat with them . Took alot of photos with bibi again norh . Today i accidentally push dao BaoBao & he got cuts on his hand . Sorry lehs BaoBao ): Although You keep say nvrm , it's okie but i somehow feels so guilty about it norh . Bcos i felt the pain is there ): On the lorry , hugging BaoBao & have a frown face . But BaoBao keep wanna make me smile . After a while , i smiled (: Today lemons fly here & there ): Hen jealous norh ! But after a while , BaoBao said to me face to face with a serious expression that im his favourite gurl . lalas ~ & i understands what he means .
BaoBao , You want me to stay by your side i know it . I want You to stay by my side too (: Although people always says that starting of a r/s is always very sweet derh . But after a long tyme , everything will changed . But i can ensure that we will always be the same . There wont be any changes , we gonna be as loving as bfore & will be even more . Today had another nice chat with BaoBao & i knew alot of things that i doesnt know in the past ! Yuan lai , Yuan lai ~ ~ ~ Hahahaha! Im missing You already ): BaoBao , 1 month lerh ! Still got 9 months more ! ♥ * tickle Your hand * ;x Tmr BaoBao come look for me again . Im waiting for the tyme to pass as fast as possible bcos i cant wait to see You ! Waiting for BaoBao's message now & gonna off to bed soon . Lurfes You , BaoBao ♥
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
15 March 2010 Y
Boy , i just lurfe You so ♥ No reasons , no why . You brighten up my day with Your lovely smile & i just lurfe to look at your face . Cherish You , i will . I dont know what will happens in the future , i just know i wanna be with You & right now , im lurfing You so . You're the one & just THE ONLY ONE ! BaoBao , i wanna be part of your life . A new chapter with You . ♥ UOYEVOLI
Monday, March 15, 2010
14 March 2010 Y
Finally , im back from my weekends (: Staying with Baobao this couple of days & everything just went so smoothly . All the fears im worrying about , just doesnt exists . What i didnt expect is that i could have Longlong's blessing (: Thanks so much ! Have so much fun with Baobao this few days . I reali enjoyed so much when he's around . Once i look at his face , i just cant stop myself from laughing eh . Baobao reali treats me very well , while im the one keep bullying him . On Saturday , Baobao went home from 32 then he go home bathe & pack his stuff then came down to TPY & wait for me to knock off . He reaches at the bus stop at 4 but i knock off at 5 . He waited for me at there for 1h plus lehs . Felt so guilty eh , sorry Baobao ): He waited at there for so long with no complaints norh . Although sorry is allowed for me to say to him bcos he said so but i still nid to apologise . Bcos You waited for me for so long ): Reach bus stop lerh & im so happie that i saw him . Just dont know why , but im very happie . We walked home tgt, hand in hand & reaches home , he ly on my bed bcos he's very tired as i can see . Stay at home for a while then cabb-ed to 32 . Then , here starts our weekends (: Just felt angry due to some things which happens at coffee shop & Baobao should know what had happens . Just feels so sarky about that . Yeeks ! Angry ):
Baobao , i felt so bliss that i have a You . We can chat for a long time , we can play around & we can fool around . I dont care what others think or how others feel . I just know i wanna be with You & just You . Thanks for sending me home just now when i didnt expect this will happen . I thought you were just kidding around that You're going TPY but when the moment you went in the cab , im so stunn . I didnt even tell the cab driver where im heading to . I just felt so sweet eh . Actually you can leave with ah lee they all & reach home more early but You choose not to . Yet you cabb-ed with me to TPY & spent the time with me then you took bus home . Make me feels so guilty lehs ): Now messaging with You , lalas ~ I starts to miss You lerh ): Tmr he coming over to my shop . Ask him not to but he so insist to come over lehs . Humphs ! I had a wonderful & sweet Boyfriend ! ♥
Afterall , just wanna say :
宝宝 , 我爱你呀 ! ♥
Sunday, March 14, 2010
13 March 2010 Y
Lalas ~ Now with my boy at home . Sorry bi , You waited for me at the bus stop today for 1h ): Makes me damn guilty lehs . Sorry eh ♥ Have a nice night with my boy yst (: Although keep let them disturb & tease us but i dont mind (: Bfore our sleep , we have a nice & long chat . We laugh whenever we says about some things . Bth lehs . He say he want to have another talk tonight . Haha! But canot laugh derh . How to stop myself from laughing sial . Onc i see his face or hear what he says , i start to laugh lyke a dog lerh . Hahaha! Yst , he gong gong derh come my house & look for me , in the end he lost his way . Bendan ;x See his blur blur derh face , i bth i laugh again . Hahaha ! Now he sleeping behind my back & i was lyke trying to blast the techno as loud as possible & make him cant sleep . Guess You're very tired barh . Yst we slept at 4 plus , i woke up at 8 & he wake up at the same time with me then accompanies me chat on the phone & sms me for my whole day ♥ my phone is just lyke sticking to my hand for the whole day .Thanks bi ! He send me a message & i reali somehow feels kinda bliss (: The message is lyke this :
Haha , Rinn Baby , 我喜欢你叫我尚艺的黄如发
我喜欢你一天打我8百多次
我喜欢你念英文的声音
我喜欢你喝醉酒要我背你回家
我喜欢你做工爱sleeping
我喜欢你跟我一样喜欢发财团
我喜欢你 , 你明明是我心中爱的人
可是我就是喜欢你 ♥ , iloveyous. (:
Haha! My Boyfriend very cute barh . Lalas ~ Lurfes ni so much eh ♥ Now he wake up lerh , keep orh orh orh ~ Bth him ! Hahahah! Later bath lerh jiu go have our dinner then head down to 32 . You're just so sweet , 我爱你♥
Saturday, March 13, 2010
11 March 2010 Y
Lurfeslurfes , Yes i lurfe You so ♥ Tmr , 1st date ! So excited about it . God like x.x ! Blabla ~ So is consider as 11o31o ? Lmao ! Going to bed soon lerh . After chatting with my him on MSN then poof to bed (: Im missing You already ):
Thursday, March 11, 2010
10 March 2010 Y
Yawns ~ Just came back from 32 ! Went down straight after i knock off . Today got 1 customer damn funny , he says : JieJie , can i have 2 bowl of honey milktea ? I jitao laugh at him lehs . I ask him , you thought You ordering fishball noodle arh ? Then all of us just non-stop laughing . Then here comes , Alan Goh . Came to my shop & talk nonsense with me again . Haha! Ask me why i keep look at my phone & smile . Bcos my message details is damn funny derh . Just bcos of idiot Raymond derh , You wanna join my gang ? I can laugh for my whole entire day . He can spamm my phone , sending me so mani message just to ask me to join his gang . Bth him sial ! *Piak* Gonna off to bed soon bcos tmr gonna celebrate Longlong's birthday . Guess will play till quite late then comes home . So gonna rest well tonight .
I had nvr being this way before (:
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
08 March 2010 Y
Today is a freaking shag day x.x ! Keep sneeze when im working . Make me damn shag & frustrated . As usual , Robin came & complain about his job & stuffs . Keep ask me when going to go Kbox again . Keep delay & drag bcos im sick plus no voice lerh . Haha! Finally reaches 5 & KNOCK OFF ! Yeah ! Took bus down to 44 bcos still early . In the bus , starts to think about lots of things . But just dont know why just feels kinda sweet in my heart . There's no more sorrow nor his images in mind . I starts to feels that he's missing in my lyfe lerh or maybe vanish in my heart . Reached 44 , saw Jason they all at there . Due to some reasons , went down to Aljunied . After settling some stuff , went back to 32 . DaLanRen called me today ! For such a long tyme , he didnt call me lerh . Basket x.x ! So long didnt see him too . Went back to 32 , craps starts to fly over here & there . Laughters come out from us again . Idiot Raymond -.- ! So persistent lehs . Keep ask me to join his gang from Aljunied till now ! Just received his call , asking me whether wanna join his gang anot -.- ! Damn sot him lehs . If at 1pm , i received Your call , asking me whether i wanna join your gang anot , i will slap You real hard -.- ! Lols !
Im ready & well-prepared ! I have did it successfully ! I 've forgotten totally about You . After half a year , finally im letting myself off . Im not gonna hold on to the endless waiting . I have woke up from my dream , a dream that will nvr come true . I nvr have You bfore so i didnt lose You either . Im starting off with my new journey & i guess i will meet the right one somedays , i believe . Nights Peeps ! Stupid Raymond , fer my entire lifetime , i wont join Your gang derh ! You slowly ask & wait barh . Lols !
Monday, March 08, 2010
07 March 2010 Y
Just came back from swimming (: So tired lehs ): Had my fun during my weekends but sad derh is i fall sick T_T ! Having heavy cough & flu now . Yesterday still have high fever lehs but thank god , all people was so helpful as they knew im sick , all of them take very good care of me (: Xiexie ! Short briefing of what we did on Saturday .
Saturday
Went down 32 after work then around night tyme , all people reach lerh , Longlong drive us down to East Coast for our training . All train until so havoc . While training , all keep sing & sing . Bth them sial . Although im sick but they reali makes me laugh until my stomach pain lorh . After training , went back to 32 then went fer our dinner . Some things happen but forget it . Doesnt even wished to mention it . Went to lie down in the room bcos feels kinda restless lerh . Then my fever came & everyone seems so concern & YX stay by my side , keep change my towel on my forehead & wipe off my sweat . Thanks eh (: Thanks Ling too for buying the towel & your concern too (: Maybe due to im sick so my temper not reali berri good so if in any ways i offended anione , im sorry uh . Almost falling a sleep already , idiot Raymond came in the room & disturb . Make me cant sleep till morning then can sleep . Bth him , damn funny -.- ! You want join my gang anot ? Woah lao . Damn sot him lehs. Hahhaha! All of us keep laugh & laugh . Cant even get to sleep lorh . Finally , Raymond gets to sleep & we could sleep peacefully lerh .
Sunday
You want join my gang anot ? This is the 1st sentence i heard when i wakes up x.x ! Bth Raymond , keep repeats the same thing over & over again . But we can still laugh lyke a dog over it even this thing happens times after times . Hahahaha! Slack-ed a while on the bed then went for our breakfast then all head-ed home to prepare our stuff to go Jurong for swimming ! Cabb-ed with YX then drop him near his house then i went home prepare . Cabb-ed down to Jurong with YX again to meet Jason they all . In the cab , Hao & Raymond keep call me & disturb . Zzzz ! Want join my gang anot ? Bth them lehs . LOLOLOLS ! Reached there , saw all of them already reach lerh . All waiting for me , felt so ps lorh x.x ! After that walk to the swimming complex . Play until so havoc sial . Went to Lazy Pool & Tsunami Pool . Damn shiok sial . Idiot Raymond keep drown me & feed me drink water . They play until here got injuries , there got blood . Wahahaha! But afterall , all of us enjoyed our day ! After helping Raymond change his blog skin , gonna off to bed lerh . Damn tired plus sick x.x ! Night Peeps (:
Sunday, March 07, 2010
04 March 2010 Y
Yesterday went to have event dinner with Peeps & Longlong . Had my fun there due to some reasons . Kinda stupid in some ways . In lyfe danger bcos Longlong drive so fast when he is drunk ! God like x.x !
Today , knock off lerh jiu went down 32 to find peeps . All of them is around & slack fer a while , all intend to go home lerh . But Dee suddenly called Jason & told him got 2 of our kids were sniffing glue . I dont wished to mention names so named them as A & B barh . I very angry so i ask Longlong to drive all of us down to where they are . Saw them at the playground , confronted them but they denied it at first . But the others found 2 plastic bags with glue inside on the floor . I very angry & sad lerh , jitao went straight to their face & ask them the last tyme . Eventually they admit they did play . I say them until tears dripped to my cheek . Somehow i saw them in this way , i can see my old self within them . Bad memories flashes back into my mind . Reminding me that once im in this way too . But instead of glue , i played drugs -.- ! Ask them get up to the lorry & straight away i hug A & A cried on my shoulder . I feel lyke crying too but i control my emotions . Maybe others will think , its none of my business , wtf am i crying about ? I dotes on them so much but when i see them in this way , somehow i feels my heart is aching . I dont want them to follow my footsteps . I want them to be obedient & a good person to the society . I admit , in the past im this way too but im regretting it right now & i doesnt wished to go back to the past . After dhat Longlong drive us go have our supper & drove them back to 32 & send me back to TPY . Reached house downstair , saw Gong Ong at 8th floor so went up to chat with him . After dhat went back home .
I guess You could get back your lyfe back w/o my disturbance or interruption . Misses for You , i wont deny . Just lyke i have lost something in my lyfe . Falling in lurfe with me wasnt a wrong , just that the timing wasnt right . I just wanna mend my heart for now . I want my heart to be emptied . I cried on the lorry just now , i dont know whye i will be lyke this . But maybe after this cries , i wont drip a single tear in the future , i hope so . I hope we could be lyke in the past . Laugh together , play together , tease each other again . Even if cant , at least we can promise we wont be disconnected . Jiayous barh .
Off to bed lerh , Night peeps (:
Thursday, March 04, 2010
01 March 2010 Y
Thanks Peeps , i reali enjoyed my weekends with You all around me . We can play hide & seek at East Coast & this is the first time i play hide & seek with so many people (13 peoples) We enjoyed ourselves lyke a young kid while we are grown ups . Still rmb Bao & Dee told me , Today i reali can see You're enjoying Yourself . I suddenly felt that , i reali didnt play & laugh out loud from the bottom of my heart for a long time lerh . But on Saturday , i reali did laugh & enjoy myself from the bottom of my heart . Thanks Peeps for creating such a lovely weekend for me . Celebrate Dee's birthday on Sat & we was lyke mad dogs sial . Keep tease him , disturb him & force him to drink that cup of torturing drink . Eventually , he finished it all . *Claps*
Today after all stuffs , we went to have our supper although not everyone is around bcos some have to go to school tmr so they left early . We had a wonderful feast . Seafoods & others delicious foodie ~ All of us had a tiring day today , sleep well peeps (:
Im Sorry , i guess i had reali hurt You deep down . But other than doing this way , i reali cant thought of a way to ease Your pain . I dont want endless waiting from You bcos i knew i doesnt worth it . I tried to give You back Your own world . I dont want to be Your sadness just because im sad always . I cant bear to see a person who loves me to be sad . I knew i couldnt be nice to You so i rather let You go & let You gain the happiness You should have derh . Im selfish i know it . I dont wanna get hurt by anyone but i dont wished to hurt anione too . To be fair to You , i gave up first . Boy , search for the Right one & look for Your own happiness . I will always be here for You whenever You need me , i swear . I will leave You as far as possible . I wont get close to You , i will just run as far as i could , i promise .
Night Peeps (: See You all tmr again ^_^ ! ♥ 's
Monday, March 01, 2010
