28 April 2010 Y
Humph ! It has been ages since i last blogg-ed . This few days , didnt really went anywhere due to the tiredness of working . Everyday , Dearest will come & find me , pick me up from my workplace then accompanies me back to my place . We will be playing & fooling around in my little room . Run around & trying to catch each other & AHEM ! YOU'RE DEAD ! Hahahah! We both will be covered with sweat after playing & so we went to had a bathe . Not together narh , i mean 1 people at a time . Laughs . Actually intend to watch Monga this Friday derh , but Robin say it's not a nice movie & so still considering whether wanna go watch anot . These few days , other then playing at home , me & Dearest keep go online & SHOP ! Im on my SHOPPING SPREE man ! Bought dresses & top for myself . Oh my ! Lurfe all the stuff i bought . ♥
Oh god ! Im addicted to spend my time at home . Maybe last time , it's kinda bored staying at home bcos im alone . But now , my Dearest is here to accompanies me everyday . We already starts to plan for our future & stuff . Gonna work harder & earn more money for my future . I cant predict my future will be like what , but i will paint my future with lots of colour . Yupe , & settle down with my Dearest as soon as possible . Haha! Maybe it's just a dream right now , but i gonna make it come true ! Like how You make my dream come true (: So we gonna work hard together for now & i believe we will have a better future . Every single day , i will be dreaming about how my future will be like . Oh gosh ! Im so excited about my future & im awaiting for it too . Baby , let's create a future OF OUR OWN ! ♥ ilurfeYou ! Sunday is swimming day with all my besties . Yeah ! (: Gonna off to bed after on phone with Dearest . Thanks Dearest for the Dove little heart chocolate ♥ Hershey 's Creamy Chocolate is lurfed too ! ♥ Good Night , My Dearest (:
救命啊 , 救命啊 ! 去哪里 ? 去哪里 ?
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
26 April 2010 Y
Yesterday , bfore i went to bed , i look up into the stars & i was wondering whether am i happie with my life right now ? Do i have what i really wanted ? Someone once told me , treat Yourself better than anione else . Am i doing it right now ? Or im mistreating myself . I got no answer . Sometimes , i really wished that im back to my single life . Carefree , no worries . I dont know why i will have this mindset . Maybe im not yet well-prepared for a relationship . Maybe the reason behind is that i had been single for a period & i had already used to single life . Do things myself , spend my money myself , meet up with frens almost everyday . Asking me to change my life now seems kinda hard for me . Im still not used to the life right now . Im trying very best to force myself to get used of it . I really hope i can get through this as soon as possible . Because i dont wished to hurt anione nor myself . Im a grown up now , i guess i could handle things well enough .
I just hope You could understand me well enough & know what i really needs . Not everything i can speak out to You derh . I hope You can feel it with Your heart & knew what i wanted . I guess You should know my situation now & hope You will understand me & accomodate with me alright . & last of all , i lurfe You , Yes i do . ♥
Monday, April 26, 2010
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Yawns ~ Today woke up at 6 plus in the evening . If Baby nvr wakes me up , i guess i gonna sleep till tmr morning . Laughs . Just feels freaking tired everyday . Maybe due to working , i feels that no matter how long i sleep , i will be very exhausted still . I wanna get a new job . I wanna change my environment of working . Maybe working at a location for a long period , You will just feels sick & tired of that place . Maybe i should change my working environment & that will be better for me . Had a nice weekend with Baby & it's a home weekend . Bcos we were at home all the time . Watching tv shows & talking . Meet up with Bryan last night & had a long chatting night with him . Actually me & Baby meeting him today too . But we wake up too late i guess . Haha! Friday , going to watch Monga with Baby . Laughs . Should be a nice movie barh i guess . Now online buying new dress for myself . Haha! Everyday work & work . Dont even have the energy to go shopping . Gonna off to bed after chatting on the phone with Baby . ilurfeYou ! ♥
Monday, April 26, 2010
21 April 2010 Y
SO SO SO LONG nvr blog lerh . Laughs . Thanks Baby for taking care of me today bcos im sick ): Im having fever & baby is so worried about me . Sorry Baby ! I guess i will get well tmr barh , i hope so . Update some photos i had taken with Baby & peeps . Lurfeslurfes ♥ ILURFEYOU BABY !
Dearest ♥
End of Me & Dearest derh Cam-whoring ! Lurfes ♥
Besties & Rinn ♥
That's all the photos i took when we were at 1o8 dinner . Gonna chat on the phone with Dearest later then off to bed . Work tomorrow as usual . ilurfeYou My dear ♥
Last of all , I lurfe MY NEW LV WALLET ! ♥
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
16 April 2010 Y
Woots ! Had a new hair cut & colouring . Looks so nice . Baby keep says very nice & cute but i dont think so lorh . Bcos I DISLIKE BANG ! Rawr ! But afterall , it looks really very nice to me . Had a cam-whoring day with baby at home . Had so much fun with You today ♥ Mr . Rambutan (: lalas ~ I lurfes You norh ! Had a sweet supper with baby & he send me till my doorstep then he went home . You're a sweet BoyFriend !
Baby , today actually wanna have a nice talk with You derh . But didnt have the chance to do so . I hope You can have a nice talk with Your korkor & let him knows what You reali wanted . Let him know how You feels . I guess You both just lack of communication . That's why there is some misunderstanding there . Listen to my advice alright . This will be a obstacle for us if we dont solve it right now . It will worsen everything if this drag even longer . Solve it nicely with Your brother alright ? (: IlurfesYou !
Tmr is Friday lerh ! Yeah ! HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE ! ♥ Gonna off to bed after chatting on phone with Baby . Sorry that i fallen alsleep last night , didnt chat with You on the phone . DuiBuQi oh ! Thanks for Your support too Baby . Im glad You're here with me when those
thing happens today . I was damn angry at it but You're with me . Forget about it bcos all i wanted is just Raymond Wong Joo Huat ! ♥ When You wanna have that thing with me ? Hahahahahah! lurfeslurfes ! ♥
Mr . Rambutan ♥ 's
Friday, April 16, 2010
14 April 2010 Y
Today is totally a fcuked up day . I screw up everything . Im sorry Baby , reali sorry . Just now when i see You in this way , it reali hurts me that much You know . Once again , i make You cry . This is the 2nd tyme & this tyme round , You dripped even more tears than the 1st tyme . Why am i always saying & doing those stupid stuff to You when i knew it will hurts You deep down & make You cry . I reali dunch understand myself . Im hurting the one i lurfe so much & that shouldnt be the way how i lurfe You . I should treat You right .
Baby , it will be Forever . *HookHook lil ' finger* (: Well , we gonna stay tgt for life & i hope You're happie to be with me as im very happie to be with You . Kerin : Baby , what You reali wanted ? Raymond : All i wanted is to be with You for life . Im reali very happie that i met You in my life . All along , i thought no one worths anithing from me but till i met You & i knew You worths everything of mine . If everything is destined , then im destined to give You my heart & be tgt with You till the last breath of mine . I saw Your smile & i smiled . I saw Your tears dripping , my heart starts to hurt . You told me , im Your everything but my everything is You . w/o You , i wont be completed . Nvr would i want to be incomplete . Baby , promise me You wont do silly stuff for me animore . You had cried enough lerh . I thought by asking You to give me some time to think over everything , will be a better idea . Yet , it hurts You that much . I didnt know im so important to You till today . I had nvr seen You nor expect You to be in this way today . I guess im the 1st girl , who will turns You into this way barh . Im reali sorry about it . But today , i reali see whats in Your heart . In Your heart , there's a Me . A me who occupies Your entire heart . Thanks Baby for everything You had done for me & i appreciate it that much . I lurfe You so ♥ !
Baby , it will be Forever . *HookHook lil ' finger* (: Well , we gonna stay tgt for life & i hope You're happie to be with me as im very happie to be with You . Kerin : Baby , what You reali wanted ? Raymond : All i wanted is to be with You for life . Im reali very happie that i met You in my life . All along , i thought no one worths anithing from me but till i met You & i knew You worths everything of mine . If everything is destined , then im destined to give You my heart & be tgt with You till the last breath of mine . I saw Your smile & i smiled . I saw Your tears dripping , my heart starts to hurt . You told me , im Your everything but my everything is You . w/o You , i wont be completed . Nvr would i want to be incomplete . Baby , promise me You wont do silly stuff for me animore . You had cried enough lerh . I thought by asking You to give me some time to think over everything , will be a better idea . Yet , it hurts You that much . I didnt know im so important to You till today . I had nvr seen You nor expect You to be in this way today . I guess im the 1st girl , who will turns You into this way barh . Im reali sorry about it . But today , i reali see whats in Your heart . In Your heart , there's a Me . A me who occupies Your entire heart . Thanks Baby for everything You had done for me & i appreciate it that much . I lurfe You so ♥ !
Thanks Baby for helping me to vacuum my room today & help me pack my room . Although i say we shall do it tgt but You did everything all by Yourself ;x I will put everything deep into my heart & keep it up . Gonna off to bed after chatting on the phone with baby . Nights ! (:
You + Me = 1 ♥
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
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Boo ~ I lurfe Raymond HRF ! ♥ Im Sorry for saying all those nonsense to You today . I dont mean it Baby . I can see that You're very anxious when i didnt answer Your call . Im sorry to make You worry for me . Had a lovely & cute chat with baby at my place just now . Talking about our past memories . So sweet eh ♥ Everything , every moment i had with You , i will remember . You're more than what i need . There's nothing more important than a smile on Your face . We gonna be the most lovely couples . We gonna walk through whatever obstacles we had . Lyke what You had told me today , nothing gonna stop us to be together . True ! Nothing is gonna stop us from loving . Now on the phone with Baby , after that off to bed lerh (: Nights Baby ♥
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
13 April 2010 Y
ad a nice & lovely day with Baby with my place today . Yst night , i had a nightmare . Wake up & found myself sweating all over . The dream is so scary . I took my phone & i dunch know why i will call Baby . He did pick up my call & i told him i had a nightmare , im so afraid . He sayang me & ask me to go back to sleep . I hang his phone & he text me , but for a while i went back to sleep . Thanks Baby & sorry for the disturbance . He came over to my shop today , accompanies me for dinner & fetch me back to my place . Watched movie with him at my place (: Had lots of fighting on bed & i dunch know whose the winner . Laughs ! Baby just cabb-ed home & i starts to miss him so much ): Baby , everyday is just not enough for me to spend my time with You . How i wished time could stops & just at the moment im with You . Gonna off to bed after chatting with You on the phone . Nights Baby ! Miao Miao Miao ~ Im lurfing You ♥
You may not be my FIRST, but YOU 'RE THE BEST I EVER HAD ♥
Baby , ilurfeYou ! If gave me a chance again , i will still choose to be with You .
我忍住想让时间变得更漫长 .
我的心只听见你心里的回音 .
你让我爱你爱到忘了我是谁 .
If it's a dream , i dont wished to wake up .
I wanna be in Your arm till the End . ♥
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
12 April 2010 Y
Happie 1st Month , My Dearest ♥
Happie 1st month Baby ! Hope You do lyke the story & photo board i make for You . Hope You do lyke the 2 levis tee i bought for You too (: Im sorry we didnt went aniwhere to celebrate it as we got stuff to do . But i hope that , that little thoughts of mine do surprise You . I enjoyed my weekends with my Boyfriend this week too ! Actually i enjoyed every moment i spent with You . Bcos You're with me every single day ! Fetch me from my work , accompanies home & to aniwhere i goes . Then went home at night except for weekends . Weekends , You're staying over at my place (: Little sweet moments accumulate to lots of happiness of mine ♥ Baby , You're just so sweet . Gonna update when im free . Gonna off to bed soon lerh . Baby , ilurfeYou ♥ Miao Miao Miao ~
Monday, April 12, 2010
08 April 2010 Y
Past few days was together with my BoyFriend . Nothing special , as lovey dovey as bfore . Yst , the bus delay baby's time to reach my shop . He reached at around 45o i think . He scared i will leave w/o him . He called me but i didnt get to answer it & he's very worried so he run & run . In the end , he slipped & fell . Bendan leh ni ! Even if i knock off lerh , You haven reach i also will wait for You to come derh arh . How would i leave w/o You . No more next tyme eh !
Today uh , when we were on the way to my place after i knock off , baby DANCE & SING IN THE PUBLIC WHILE WALKING ! Oh my gosh , it's damn funny . Thinking right now about how he dance , i just cant stop myself from laughing . Was running & fooling around while on the way to my place . Reali enjoy this little moments with You ♥ Enjoyed the moment You hugged me from behind & lifted me up , run & turn around . Lurfe the moment , i run & You were chasing me from behind . Today some stuff happens & i was angry at baby . Ride bicycle myself & rides around . Baby kept on calling my phone but i didnt pick up . He walk around 32 to look for me & waited for me at 34 . Just to wait for me to come back . I came back , baby hold my hand & we walked to 32 alley . He keep apologise & stuff . Eventually , i forgive him . Gave him a big hug & when i wanna look at his face , he just dont wanna let me see . Then , i realise he's crying in my arm . I was lyke so stunn . I dont know what to do . I look at his face & wipe off every tears he dripped . At that moment i realise actually , im not treating that well enough . Every tears he dripped , i can feels his sorrow in it . He told me whye he cried . He's so worried about me as i didnt answer his call & stuff . He stopped crying for a while but while talking to me , his tears starts to drip again . Im sorry baby . I doesnt mean anithing . I just wanna be alone & think of some stuff . Yet i make You worry for me & even cry for me . Reali feels deeply sorry about this . I wont be lyke this animore . I know You doesnt wants me to be alone . I understand everything my dear . After all these talking , baby & me continue fooling & playing around at 32 with peeps . Had lots of fun there , maybe because You're around . Making me laugh lyke nobody business . Thanks baby ♥ Gonna off to bed now & i misses You alot ! Baby , ORH OH ! ♥
♥ Counting down , 3 days more !
Thursday, April 08, 2010
04 April 2010 Y
Weekend is over ): Thanks baby for your accompanies during my weekends . Thanks for accompanying me to work then accompanies me till i knock off . Thanks for mopping my shop floor for me when it's dirty . Thanks for cleaning & packing up my room everyday . Thanks for making my day to the fullest . I will nvr get lonely whenever there's a You around me . Im getting used to the lyfe , there's a You . We share the bed tgt , we sleeps tgt , we eat tgt , every single thing we did it tgt . I just simply lurfe every moments i had with You . Thanks baby for sending me home today (: So stubborn derh ! Keep wanna take bus with me to TPY & still insist to send me to my house outside . But i keep chase him home as it's kinda late lerh . Wants him to get home early & have a good rest . You need to wake up early in the morning tmr hurr ! Baby , dont feels guilty about that stuff already . I said nvrm means i reali dont mind . Just give me a smile & not a sad face worh . Baby , You're no longer a Boy , You're a man & im gonna be the woman behind Your back . Giving You my best supports in anithing You do . Bcos You're my sweetest ♥ We have so many dreams that haven come true & i believe we'll make it come true somedays (: Im waiting for the day to arrive . Now waiting for baby to reach home then im gonna off to bed lerh . 7 days more ! ♥
For all those times You stood by Me .
For all the truth that You made me see .
For all the Joy You brought to my life .
You're the one who held me up .
Never let Me fall .
You gave me faith because You believed .
Im everything i am because You love Me .
Maybe i dont know that much ,
But i know this much is true .
Im grateful for each day You gave Me .
Baby , thanks so much , ilurfeYou . ♥
Counting down , 7 Days more ♥
Counting down , 7 Days more ♥
Sunday, April 04, 2010
