04 March 2010 Y
Yesterday went to have event dinner with Peeps & Longlong . Had my fun there due to some reasons . Kinda stupid in some ways . In lyfe danger bcos Longlong drive so fast when he is drunk ! God like x.x !
Today , knock off lerh jiu went down 32 to find peeps . All of them is around & slack fer a while , all intend to go home lerh . But Dee suddenly called Jason & told him got 2 of our kids were sniffing glue . I dont wished to mention names so named them as A & B barh . I very angry so i ask Longlong to drive all of us down to where they are . Saw them at the playground , confronted them but they denied it at first . But the others found 2 plastic bags with glue inside on the floor . I very angry & sad lerh , jitao went straight to their face & ask them the last tyme . Eventually they admit they did play . I say them until tears dripped to my cheek . Somehow i saw them in this way , i can see my old self within them . Bad memories flashes back into my mind . Reminding me that once im in this way too . But instead of glue , i played drugs -.- ! Ask them get up to the lorry & straight away i hug A & A cried on my shoulder . I feel lyke crying too but i control my emotions . Maybe others will think , its none of my business , wtf am i crying about ? I dotes on them so much but when i see them in this way , somehow i feels my heart is aching . I dont want them to follow my footsteps . I want them to be obedient & a good person to the society . I admit , in the past im this way too but im regretting it right now & i doesnt wished to go back to the past . After dhat Longlong drive us go have our supper & drove them back to 32 & send me back to TPY . Reached house downstair , saw Gong Ong at 8th floor so went up to chat with him . After dhat went back home .
I guess You could get back your lyfe back w/o my disturbance or interruption . Misses for You , i wont deny . Just lyke i have lost something in my lyfe . Falling in lurfe with me wasnt a wrong , just that the timing wasnt right . I just wanna mend my heart for now . I want my heart to be emptied . I cried on the lorry just now , i dont know whye i will be lyke this . But maybe after this cries , i wont drip a single tear in the future , i hope so . I hope we could be lyke in the past . Laugh together , play together , tease each other again . Even if cant , at least we can promise we wont be disconnected . Jiayous barh .
Off to bed lerh , Night peeps (:
Thursday, March 04, 2010
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