22 February 2010 Y
After a long holidays , im back to work again (: Glad to see all my lovely customers as they keep ask me where did i go fer this entire week . Nearly forget how to work already ;x Only remember those fun & joy i had for the past entire week . Hahah! Starts to miss the joy & fun lerh T_T
Knock off lerh , meet Ling at TPY then went down 32 with him . Told him what happen today in shop & i was laughing lyke hell . Reach 32 & saw all my friends sitting at there , playing around . 1st person i saw at there is CHIA GONG ONG ! He was running around lyke a mad dog ! LOLOLOLS ! Reach there , help LongLong buy some stuff & it was lyke so exggerate lorh . Buy some stuff , need so many people to tag along with me . They crazy derh lehs . Hahaha! Guess they miss me too much . HAHAHAH! Bhb ? I know ! Lmao ;x After dhat , we went for our dinner then Raymond & Seng came . Chat about so much stuff while eating . After dinner , went back to 32 . Continue chatting & talking about our past lyfe . Talk about alot of stuff . Im laughing lyke hell whenever Chia Gong Ong speaks . Buey tahan with the way he talk sial . He , himself is the joke itself . Hahaha! After dhat Gong Ong went home lerh then we went upstair & i saw the rest of the people playing mahjong & here i goes , my mahjong spree come lerh . I snatch-ed Jason's place & Ling snatch-ed Terry's place . They so pathetic sial . Hahaha! Feeling damn tired while im playing . Cabb-ed home with Ling after mahjong . Keep push $$ to me , make me so angry . Zzz ! I know You're a gentlemen but i say i pay lerh marh . Idiot leh ni !
Im Sorry , due to my tiredness , i show some of my bad tempers on You . Dont reali mean to do so but i just cant control it . Will try to handle my temper well next tyme. Or maybe dont even have a next tyme . Not reali angry at You but maybe angry about myself barh . Maybe im not brave enough , i dont dare to give anithing out . Once after once , im getting more & more fragile . I reali cant take it animore . It's so hard to get myself up after each incident i had . Thinking back to the past , somehow the fear is there . My tears will evetually drip whenever the past flash back into my mind . I dont know what i should do now but somehow , i will get everything right on path after i had straighten out my thoughts . I do hope if i cant be the one giving You the happiness , there will be someone that could gives it to you . Night peeps (:
Monday, February 22, 2010