27 January 2010 Y
Yawns ~ Watch HPTX Epi 13 in shop today . Cried while watching the show . Damn touching . Today Robin came over my shop , complaints about his work stuff again . Gave him as many advice as i could . Bcos i dont reali know what his job is all about . hope he could solve this big problem asap . Amen + Lmao ;x
Yst arh , Ling accompanies me talk on the phone . Damn havoc sial . He played the guitar , i was lyke so impress of it ! So nice lehs . Now looking fer guys who knows how to play guitar . Damn attractive lehs . The sweet melodies melts my heart okie . Have a nice chat with him yst . Planning fer our Saturday Night . Had a well planning already , hope will progress smoothly .
Told Ling yst on the phone , why everyone can happily find their partner Yet i cant . Was wondering whether the problem is on me . I knew in the past , there's a few r/s is i missed it or maybe i didnt cherish it well enough . But now , when im ready to get into a r/s to settle down myself , its so hard . Everyday hoping , there will be a Right One appearing right infront of me . But everyday is just a false hope . Isnt it hard to have someone You lurfe & he lurfes You too ? W/o a BoyF , i wont die . But then , when You sees cpl all around , You will be asking yourself , is this reali so ? I reali feels im okie w/o a BoyF . But then , under some circumstances , i will be asking myself , am i abit too lonely ? Im just trying to back off from everyone . But when im alone , im afraid . Im afraid i will be forgotten by everyone . Everyone wont even know that i do exist . This feeling sarky TTM . There's a lot of tymes , im the one who screw up everything . It can turns out a better way . But i choose not to . I run away , i hide , i just cant face it . ILurfeYou , yes i do . But why am i running away ? There's lot of nice guys dhat i missed out . Happie moments with them , just lasted that short & i got no tyme to confess everything & everything just seems too late . Same goes to 53947 . I missed it in the past & now im here regretting , blaming myself . I dont wished to be that weak but i cant help it . I told myself , if there's one coming , i will nvr miss it out again . Bless dhat i could see one coming soon & i will nvr be the way i am . I wont be as timid as now . I will lurfe him bravely . People ask me , Rinn you got anyone in mind now ? Frankly speaking , No . I've just clear him out of my mind & not wanting him back anymore . Im just myself now .
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
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