19 January 2010 Y
Today almost late fer work x.x Cabb-ed to work as usual . Today while having my breakfast at coffee shop , the take order derh auntie jitao shout : PaoPaoCha MeiNu , here got 1 guy wanna know You . I jitao so stunned & shy lehs . My head goes lower & lower bcos all people looking at me sial . Woah ~ Damn paiseh lehs . That guy is a 2os working guy . He came over my table & sitted down , starts talking to me . Ask fer my number but i rejected . Then the auntie overheard our conversation then jitao shoot me . This guy from Jurong everyday come down just wanna take number from you lehs . So sincere , whye dont give ? I was lyke . Okie , give hotmail barh . I will feels better this way . Gave him my hotmail dhen bid goodbye , i went back my shop . As usual , Robin came my shop & accompanies me again till i knock off . YX came down too . He accompanies me fer dinner dhen cabb-ed home tgt . Reached home & here i goes , i feels tired x.x Feels lyke slping . Zzzz ! Today my fren's husband sms me , ask me out fer a chill . I was feeling so weird so i rejected . He asked whye . I just said its not berri convenient fer us to meet although he & my fren has divorce . Fer what meet me x.x I dont see the point of meeting . Zzzz ! I dont want ani misunderstanding to be created nor ani stuff to happen . I dont want ani interruption in my lyfe . I dont want ani disturbance . Oh please x.x I onli can say im sorry eh .
Lyfe is just so weird eh . I just feels i betrayed the lurfe fer him uh . I thought i could start afresh w/o him . But eventually i cant . I even thought of giving up on him & stop all those waitings fer him . I just felt i betrayed him . Zzzz ! God damn me . Whatever lerh narh . Nothing can be explained fer this . No exucses fer this too . I believes tmr will be a better day fer me (: Same goes to Larry & FenFen ! Jiayous Peeps !
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
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