19 January 2010 Y
Thanks arh . Seriously thanks lehs . Once let me feels i could start my lyfe afresh with derh guy , turns out to be such a bastard until i dont even noe whu he is . Forever love ? -'- Not gonna believe in this craps ani longer . I hope You do rmb what you reali did today & karma will gets You sooner or later . Im not gonna be that nice animore . Im gonna be as bastard as possible . & i can says , You are the caused of it . I can be berri nice but not to the limit of this . You can get Your ways now . but i believe it wont be long . Im just fcuking angry at myself . Why am i so stupid once after once . I got the lessons & i just simply wont learn from it . Just carry on hurting myself lyke its meant to be . Fcuking guys , listen up ! Im not gonna be as faithful as now . Im gonna be as bastard as possible from now onwards . Dont expect me to be nice . I wont . Forever i wont ! Treat me as a clown & fool ard , You seems happie to do so eh . Sooner or later , it will be your turn . Be friends ? -'- You're not qualified to be my friend . I dont wished to have a friend with full of lies . Dont spoil my lyfe . You aint worth a single tear of mine . Bcos You simply dont understand the meaning of lurfe . Fcuk off far away from my lyfe . You cant open Your heart widely ? Lols ! What a joke ? Then now got a new GurlF ? HAHAHAH! Im impressed by it .
Then i should says , im just using You to forget Lewis . Bcos from the past till now , he had nvr leave my heart bfore . Last tyme , i thought You could replaced him in my heart . But i can tell You so , You're not fit to be . Forever You cant . Wanna plae until so bastard right ? I can play with You . Just dhat You doesnt worth to let me waste my tyme on . I gonna be smart from now onwards & i will nvr let myself get hurt ANIMORE ! Im selfish , so ? Did anione care about how i fcuking feels bfore ? Sorry , i couldnt take this kind of joke . Just let me off & fcuk far off my lyfe !
Tuesday, January 19, 2010