11 January 2010 Y
OMG OMG OMG ! I had A BIG SURPRISE TODAY from Larry & YX ! Thanks so much . They came my working place & look fer me till i knock off . You know something ? I didnt expect dhat they will come look fer me lehs . Reali lorh . When i saw them , i was lyke OMG ! Whye you all will come ? I was so shock & stunned . Still rmb , yst night bfore i sleep , i was on the phone with FenFen . Then she ask me , tmr no people go accompany me meh ? I was lyke , no ? Bcos all starts school lerh . Omg ! I didnt expect dhat they will come today & it reali surprise me dhat much . Seriously im berri touched okie . Bcos after school lerh , i guess they are very tired lerh . Yet they still came over to my place & look fer me lehs . I lurfe dem so much ♥ We gonna be BFF fer lyfe okie (: After i knock off , actually meet him to catch a movie derh but he got some stuff to do so didnt get to meet him today. So went dinner with Larry & YX . So good of them ! Bcos we have our dinner at my house downstair . After dinner , i can straight away go home but they so pathetic . Still nid to take a long journey home . Thanks so much ♥ Remember Sat hurr ! Our outing again (: Im awaiting fer it . So excited . Lmao ;x
Today didnt get to meet him. I guess he's afraid of me lerh barh . Lols ! I guess this wont work out lerh barh . I shouldnt pin any hopes on it . I guess let natural take its own course barh . If everything doesnt seems fine to him , we shall stop everything barh . Im alright with it . Just kinda wasted barh . Bcos i reali wanna settle down right now with a guy i lyke . But i guess this takes tyme barh . I just wanna be myself . I dont wanna be a fake me animore . I dont wanna forge a smile on my face when im sad . I wanna cry out loud when im sad . I wanna laugh out loud lyke how people do . I hope this tyme , everything can work out . I dont mind anithing . Bcos no one is perfect . I just want the feeling to be right . But if he thinks , we cant dhen i shall put a fullstop here . Maybe im the one dhat had no confident barh . He's very nice to me . He gives me a nervous feeling when i was about to meet him . This kind of feeling ish what i nvr had bfore derh . I dont know why im so nervous . After meeting him last night , i reaches home dhen FenFen calls me & we chatted on the phone . I keep nag at her the same thing fer 8oo+ tymes i guess . Keep repeating the same stuff , Omg ! die lerh narh . My performance just now so bad lehs . How arh -.- ! Keep nag & nag . Sigh* I guess i failed this tyme once again . Never mind . Falls too much tyme lerh , already numb-ed about the pain lerh . Doesnt even feels dhat the pain exist . Will meet The Right One soon i guess . Just feels dhat guys is so random . Sometyme treats people so hot until my heart gonna be melted by it . Sometyme too cold until i nid to look fer protection to warmth my heart . Reali dont understand guys dhat much . But maybe is they didnt reali put in the effort to understand me more barh . Gonna watch HPTX Epi.11 soon . If there's anithing happen again , i shall blog tonight again (: Last of all ,
Thanks Larry & YX again fer the surprise ♥
Monday, January 11, 2010
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