12 January 2010 Y
Nervous , Afraid , Excited , Lost is the feelings i have now . Nervous bcos im meeting him in 2 and a half hour tyme . Afraid bcos i dont know how to face him & the situation later . Excited bcos i dont know what he gonna say to me later . Lost bcos i dont know what i should do next . He told me he gonna meet me tonight & tells me what he's thinking about . I dont know its a good or bad thing . But eventually i had already decided to face it . No matter good or bad , i gonna handle it very well . BFF ard me giving me advices & their support . Thanks & appreciated . But i just hope i wont disappoint You all . I reali hope everything will be fine later . God Bless Rinnie .
Today just told FenFen dhat i wished to settle down with him . I reali wished to . But im afraid . Im afraid of the heart broken once again . Im afraid dhat history will repeats once again . Im afraid i would hurt him accidentally w/o me realising it . I know he's the guy fer me . I dont know whye he is . I just know the feelings starts to develop even more after days . This isnt a crush . I reali hopes we could fulfil the promises we made . He says whoever makes the other partner angry , shall dance DaLang Dance no matter where we are . I promised him & i will learn the dance derh . I reali hope everything wasnt a dream . If its a dream , i dont wished to wake up . Please dont wake me up from this dream . Just let me sleep soundly w/o any disturbance . Maybe its a bit exaggerate dhat i onli knew him fer a few days yet the feeling is there . Bcos i do believes in 1st sight lurfe . I believes it's Fate . Example : This guy waited fer this gurl fer years but gets back nth eventually . But another guy just knew the same gurl fer mths & the feelings is there . This is destined derh , isnt it ? I believes the feeling is right . No one will knows how future will be lyke . So right now , i gonna cherish every little things i have . Even if , im gonna be hurt entirely , i dont mind . At least i did something fer myself , just not to regret .
Now at home , waiting fer the tyme to arrived . Mixed feelings but i will calm myself down derh . Shall wait fer my good/bad news later . This is the last tyme im trying it . If failed , i guess there wont be a second tyme fer me . Buddha Bless Rinnie (:
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Jiayous Rinnie !
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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