24 January 2010 Y
Just woke up x.x ! Slept fer 16h today . Haha! But still berri tired lehs . Maybe going back to sleep later norh . Yst arh , YX & Ling came down my shop & look fer me . After dhat accompanies me back home , to bathe & changed . After dhat cabb-ed to 32 . Yst , suddenly felt dhat the kids are so havoc lehs . All plae & fool ard . We luff , we jokes , we plae . They looks so different . They so enthu in training . So long nvr sees this kind of scene lerh . Then Ling keep dance the DaLang dance . Woah lao , bth lehs . I keep luff & luff lehs .Yst , SY is full of laughters & everyone seems to be enjoying themself so much . After dhat Jack came down . So long nvr see him lerh , as we're all working & got no tyme to meet up . Chatted until training ends dhen me & Larry went fer our supper while the kids went 44 . Have a nice supper at 4o dhen went over 44 to look fer the kids . Talking about the past 44 with the kids . Shared the past with them . After dhat cabb-ed home with Ling .
Yst , i decided to let go of a guy whu i waited fer months . I've been yearning fer him . But eventually , after one incident i felt lurfe just seems so fake . I know letting him go is hard but i wants to . Im tired of waiting & just waiting . Maybe i should just let go of You & get new lyfe of mine . I've nvr stand out of it & look into the world . I guess its tyme i shld do so . Bcos of You , i cried . Bcos of You , i smile . Bcos of You , i lurfe . Bcos of You , i tried . & its bcos of You , im letting go . i dreamt of You when im sleeping & when i woke up i saw tears on my cheek . & i know i must not be in this way animore. I will rmb all the memories & i will still talk about the past of You & Me w/o crying . Thanks fer creating such a memories in my lyfe . You're the fav part of my lyfe . & just bcos You're the fav part , im gonna buried it deep down my heart & walk out of it . Jiayous Rinnie (:
Today arh , got 1oo plus miss call x.x ! 99 from Ling . 16 from LongLong . So exaggerate lehs . I see liao , stunned . Hahaha! Qh say he wanna jio me back . Omg x.x He says he gonna slowly & steadily use his heart jio me back . Woah . Stunt lehs . He treats me berri good i can say but just dhat the feel is not there norh . & i believes all guys are baddies . So im so confused now . No lurfe lurfe stuff fer me now . Gonna have a early night today . (:
Sunday, January 24, 2010