16 January 2010 Y
Boos ~ Yst reach home at ard 43oam . Reach home , remove my make up jiu falls on my bed & went to sleep lerh . Yst , Larry & FenFen came TPY & look fer me . Went to get our Koi Cafe & have our dinner dhen went to 44 . Went singing after dhat bcos im kinda sad . Sing until berri havoc sial . But sing till 1 song , i realise my tears was on my cheek . Didnt reali cries out loud but somehow shed some tears fer him . After hours of singing , went to have our supper . I guess im the only one dhat feels the hunger in me . Bcos im the onli one eating . After a while , FenFen leave first dhen left me & Larry . Told Larry about my past tyme . About me & Ben . Sorrows starts to fills my heart . Somehow i felt the pain is there . The pain dhat cant use words to describe . Told Larry dhat he's the only regret i have in my entire 2o yrs journey . I've let him down no matter how mani chances he gaves me . He's too generous . No one will do so but onli Him . Recalled back , i rmbs dhat i told myself i would buried the 2 years memories deep down a corner in my heart . Sometymes i shall let the memories flashed back in my mind & somehow i smiled . After telling Larry all those past stuff , cabb-ed back home & as usual , give him a ride too .
Today saw Robin when im having my breakfast . He accompanies me throughout my whole breakfast time. Haha! After dhat he went home dhen ard 2 plus came down & accompanies me again when im working . After dhat YX came & look fer me too . Follow by Larry . Lols ! Currently Larry & YX is at my house , waiting fer me to prepare & we shall have our steamboat dinner & maybe a K Box session . Now both behind my back , shout & shout . I dont want steamboat ~ I dont want K Box ~ Wahahahha! No choice . Im the boss (: Lmao ;x Waiting fer FenFen to knock off dhen come look fer us . Saturday night is a Heart To Heart talk night . We shall have a lovely night . OMG ! Robin saw my handphone derh wallpaper . God damn x.x Keep tease me . Keep say woah woah ~ I was lyke so paiseh lehs . Zzz ! But nvrm . Im happie to put dhat wallpaper (: Once again , i will be alright . No need worry about me . He gave this r/s up , i got no comments bcos its his decision . Shall put everything behind my back & move on . (: Here we Goes ~ Buhbye !
Saturday, January 16, 2010