15 January 2010 Y
After Sunrise & there should be a Sunset . Sun wont forever rise fer You . This is what i have learnt . If ever this was a joke to You , eventually at the end of the joke , im just a clown . No more tries , just no more . This shows You were just the same as the others . Not much feeling into it , just felt its such a disappointment . Bcos i reali tried it . Uses all the courage 53947 gave me to have a new start but eventually i failed . Lols . Somehow feels dhat it was lyke a trading more lyke a r/s . You can put a fullstop anityme , anywhere . No signs nor warning . Had a great fall & now trying to make myself stands up once again . Quite lucky dhat this fall wasnt as serious as the fall dhat tyme . Give me some tyme to figure it out barh . I dont wanna understand nor do i wished to know . No excuse nor explanation , i can say to this barh . Just mark it as a memories fer me . Wished You all the best & i believe You can do it . Maybe everything is just a joke . Jiayous ! Bid Goodbye (:
Thanks 53947 fer the entertainment last night You gave . Im reali in a bad mood last night but i see the comments You gave i was lyke smiling in my heart . I guess FenFen & Larry knows whye im feeling this way . Although You always pops out at a rdm timing fer me but i guess its enuff lerh barh . More dan enuff i guess . & You told me its a Forever dhat You're my companion being through with me regardless to bad or good tyme . Although this sentence may seems nothing to everyone but You know it means alot to me . Im reali very tired lerh . Tired as in my heart , my brain , my mentally . I reali nid a rest . If there is nothing impt , please leave me alone . Excluded people is 53947 , Larry & Fennie . Waiting fer Robin derh call bcos he says he wanna bring me go gai gai . Guess he gonna come & fetch me at my place dhen maybe KLP ? Im missing the tymes i had with SA1 guys . Bring me back to my past . I will be happier .
Friday, January 15, 2010