26 April 2011 Y
Soooooo long nvr update my blog alrdy , my blog seems so dead alrdy )): it seems to be like leading a new life after I given up on 53947 . At first , what conquers my mind is still him , but through time passes , I force myself to stop thinking about his everything. His smile , his face , his gentle. It's being a hard time for me though . But the God is kind enough , he gave me a nice gift. The God expect me to give up on one & he gave me another one in return. He gave me a new Guy to help me through this tough period & this Guy helps to mend my broken heart & he gave me a dream , a dream of us. I slowly get to know this lovely Guy , he helps me to forget about my past , everything about 53947 . Time goes by , bits by bits , I fallen in love with this guy & he became the reason of my everything. He came into my world , becomes part of my life. I learn to move on with my life with him , have a future with him.
Here we goes , a new chapter in my life.
Together with him , I learn to smile more , more beautiful smile on my faces. Just bcos of him , my entire life changed. I spend almost my everyday with him , day & night. Till now , we have being tgt for 5 months alrdy. Quarrellings , argument , debation , bed fight , laughter & fun cross over our life every single day. Starting of the r/s is always so sweet but precious moments wont last too long. Till the 4th month , everything doesn't seems like before. We no longer is that pair of lovey dovey couple. We quarrel even more , we tends to hurt each other more. No matter how much quarellings we have , the love for him didn't decrease at all. I don't know why , maybe this is what we so called love. No matter what words that person used to hurt or upset you , you can just brush it off with a smile & smile off the pain. But still , he treated me well , nvr fail to make me smile everyday. Once I told myself , yes , he's the guy that I wanna be with for the rest of my life. The right one that I have been waiting for. But for now , I've been questioning myself , is this what I really wanted. I love him , yes I do. I wanna be with him still. But sometimes , there is this feeling making me feels dilemma. But for now , all I wanted is to be with him as long as I could , the best is that we can last even longer than what we expect. I just hope for a slight changes in our r/s . Stormy days won't last forever , the rain will stop somedays. I believe we will have a better outcome . IloveYou dearest.
Today got a call from DLR's boss. He called to ask me whether im interested to work together with them & open a new brand bubbletea shop. He said either will open in SG if not , it will at other countries. Discussing still in progress. I have no idea what will happen next , I only know this will be a good start for my future . I will be considering & thinking about the offer they offering me. Srsly , I really must thank DLR so much , he give me a helping hand in my work , give me a chance to really have a dream of my own. I'm glad that I met him in my life. Thanks & appreciated. I owe you so much so much. I think for this lifetime , it will nvr be enough to repay you. But I guess even if I wanna repay you back , you wont even accept or want it. Bcos you told me before , you just want me to live happily everyday. Just be a happy go lucky girl who you knew at the start. Jiayous for my dream , my future! ((:
P.S : A happy go lucky girl everyday , I will be .
I hope everything will goes smoothly for us . I'm loving you , 11.11.11 <3
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
16 May 2010 Y
Just finish helping korkor to dye his hair . Laughs , dearest like my assistant sial . Help me take this & that , laugh die me lerh . Korkor derh hair when dying that time , due to the foam , his head looks like a Yam ice-cream . Haha! But afterall , the colour is nice & every part of his hair also got colour . So im satisfied with it .
My dresses , 2 of them had arrive lerh ! So satisfied with it but dearest says the dress all very short . Haha! Sexy marh , laughs ! Still got 3 more will arrive within this week . So excited about it norh ! Just now , we were ding online shopping , korkor bought 1 burberry keychain then me & Dearest buy 2 LV derh . Korkor buy for Dearest derh . I bought white LV & Dearest choose 1 brown LV derh .
Now chatting on MSN with Dearest , off to bed after chatting on the phone with him . Enjoy-ed my weekends with Dearest so much ! ♥ 5 more days to our movie day & 7 more days to our ZOO OUTING ! Yeah ♥ Excited Excited Excited ! (: Nights !
I lurfe my Everyday Because of You ! ♥
Sunday, May 16, 2010
12 May 2010 Y
Boos ~ Dearest Just left my house & the rain starts to pour ): Luckily , i pass him a umbrella otherwise he gonna get caught in the rain lerh . Today Dearest Poo-Poo in my room but HE KEEP DENIES IT ! Hahaha! But i know it's You , dont shy & admit it alright . Laughs ! We going to the ZOO ON THE 22th ! So excited about it norh . Thanks Dearest ♥ Thanks for suggesting this & have the intention to bring me to THE ZOO ! lurfeslurfes ♥ ! On the 21st , we gonna catch a movie name Once a Gangster ! Excited about it too but not more than the outing to ZOO ! Promise Dearest , we gonna go & have Ben's & Jerry Ice cream . Woots ! I want Vanilla flavour derh & i know You wants Chocolate derh ! Because You always have the chocolate flavour derh . (: Awaiting for the day to arrive SOON !
We gonna have more & more outing to alot of different places . Such as , Underwater World , Jurong Bird Park & etc ! Out of all , the places i wished to go the most is The Singapore Flyers ! ):
Today not feeling that well when im working . Face look so pale & lip so dry , whole body feels so weak .
But when Dearest came , he asked me , how am i feeling ? Somehow i feels the warmth is there . I can feels his concern & his worries . Thanks Baby (: I knew You care alot for me . lurfes ! But like You say derh , although im not feeling well but the presence of Yours do cure me that much . My BoyFriend is so BHB ! Laughs !
Baby , please dance more in front of me ! Because it's really very funny . Now , it's raining heavily & im alone in my room missing You ! God like x.x ! No more the laughter of Yours . No more the presence of Yours . ): How i wished Weekends can arrives asap . Bcos You will be staying over at my place ): Faster Friday please ! Baby ! Dont copy me buy Nokia N97 ! COPYCAT ! Haha! If You get it also , we will be taking couple phone lerh ♥ ! Im gonna call You right now because im missing You badly ): After chatting , gonna off to bed lerh !
我想跟着你 , 跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起
每天想着你已变成习惯
牵着我的手 , 我和你甜蜜的走 .
Wednesday, May 12, 2010